i love the Word of God. there is nothing more true, nothing of greater substance to sustain my soul.

mmm.

good times are coming! i am SOOO EXCITED! i am in Love with my precious Jesus. this is a time of re-dedication. mmmm. so good.

my soul feels alive!

can't wait for ben to get backso we can start this project!

His timing is perfect indeed:)

Jesus, i plead your blood over my sins and the sins of my nation. send revival. end abortion.

this is the cry of my heart!

oh, and i am home:) it was a good last few days in ohio.

there are beautiful things that are going to be taking place here in illinois:)

i need to heal. i need to be strengthened and revived. music will do this. being with my family and close friends will do this. being with Him will do this.

so, tomorrow my baby sister and jesse are is coming to help me pack up my ohio life and transport and reroot everything again in illinois soil.

i am more than ready to leave.

the Lord has a way of clarifying things in our hearts when we let him. He confirms His will because He loves to prove Himslf. i love that about the Lord. He has proven His love. i know He can be trusted.

there are thoughts whirling around in my head in hurricanic motion...and i wish i could shut off emotion.

i must embrace this season and all that comes with it. i Love the Lord with all of my heart and i am not going to look back.

i have so much to look forward to: i will be leaving bits and peices of what God is revealing to me about the future;) it's exciting stuff.

1) being home with my mother and grandmother. i am excited to serve and learn true religion in the site of God, which is to care for the widows. i need to be broken of so much pride and caring for my grandmother is going to fashion me. i know it is. yes, i did it before. but this is going to be different. i didnt embrace every moment to serve before...i shirked responsability because of my owndiscomfort or denial of the fact that she is not herslef anymore.dementia is terrible. but i want to LOVE everyone. and i want my heart to be broken.

2)doing music with my brother again. we have a connection that goes so soulishly deep it's rediculous. i love writing with him more than anyone else in the world and i know that the Lord has made us ready to play together again through time and experience. :) michael is amazing.

3)a solo project with ben kasica. there are so many connections that are becoming rediculously clear in my heart and mind. finally. it all makes sense. we agree on things. we have the same heart and vision for this. i long to worship God with all of my life, heart and soul and might. and He is giving me songs...new songs. songs to sing...songs to shout! he is doing something new and i am ready to enter into this new season with anticipation and beating my sword into a plowshare and not looking back! :)

there is only one line from one of my favorite films ever made that so epicly qualifies for how i am feeling:

" IT IS TIME!"

rafique said this before simba returned to his land to rule. ;) that's how i feel.

yea.

i want to pop some popcorn and watch the lion king when i get home. anyone want to join me?